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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Listening With My Heart...

... is the name of one of the books I ordered for my 'library'.  It came in the mail today.  I can't wait to read it!  It's about a deaf girl who was Miss America 1995.  She talks about her faith in God, her spirit of determination, and her hard work to never give into voices of discouragement despite her challenges.  Sounds like the kind of read I need!


I have much support from friends and friends of friends.  Most people have told me that they think we're doing a great thing.  Some family members are concerned that this is a burden too heavy to bear.  I am discouraged by negative words.  I am.  I can't help it.  Thank you Lord that the support outweighs the negative.  I just think maybe they're scared for us and our kids, and they can't help but react that way.  I just know that when they see him they will love him.  How could any human being not?  I know God wouldn't give me anything I couldn't bear.  We all face hardships and burdens.  But this is a life!  A beating heart.... living, breathing, thriving little body that needs nuturing.  Needs touch.  Needs a 'momma'.  And I want to be that momma!  Thank you God that Ron wants to be his daddy!  And thank you God that my girls have huge hearts that hold enough love to WANT another brother.  Thank you that they already say, "My brother Chen Chen". 


I found Alex yesterday laying in my bed practicing sign.  She wants her brother home...Now THAT'S me listening with my heart...

2 comments:

Rbarrow said...

He is in China right now living day after day in silence, not being able to communicate properly with anyone. I am sure he isn't being shown the love and attention that he needs so much! Imagine the day when he is a part of your family, and has the fun, smiles, and love of 3 amazing siblings...and you and Ron as his awesome parents!
True, it will be a challenge, but your family is MORE than capable to handle the task before you....anyone who knows you well can see that! I know that God is going to use this experience and Chen Chen to change yours and our lives for the better, forever! God has done SO much for us, it is such an honor to be able to care for one of his precious children! I am so thankful to have a friend to share in our adoption journeys together! It is so exciting to think about what the next year holds for us!
I love you guys and I am so happy that things are beginning to move forward!

Shannon said...

Oh Rebekah! Me too! Here we are waiting together for these children to come home...

For those of you who don't know Rebekah is waiting for her son Hailu to come home from Ethiopia. She is ahead of us in the process...she is my adoption mentor (if you will). It is because of her and Mike that we are even CONSIDERING adoption. If you've read my blog-then you know I NEVER considered adoption before her story. Mike and Rebekah's prayers have brought us forward in honoring God's will for these kids. Please pray for them as well!

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