Humbled

Okay, so I started this blog to keep everyone informed of the steps along the way.  I think it's more for me to journal my feelings and to keep my mind busy!

Last night a friend and former co-worker made a donation for our fund.  I don't know how much she donated yet, but I don't care if it's one dollar!  What I do care about is that I know God is humbling me in this whole process.  I have never asked for anything from anyone--I have always been the one to give, whether it be my time, compassion, money--whatever...does not matter.  I am on the other end now.  I believe God is teaching me humility and using it to diminish any pride left in me.  Thank you, Barbie and Matt.  She told me her little adopted son prays for my little boy every night.  That's enough to humble anyone!

I woke up this morning thinking about him.  His little picture dances through my mind everyday.  I hold my kids, kiss their faces and wonder if I'll ever be able to do that to him.  I wish I could show you his picture, but it is forbidden to do so unless he is mine.  Which, I believe he will be!!

Happy Sunday to all!!