My Babies

Hi everyone!

Still quiet with the adoption process. I am still in the waiting stages. However, I have been busy making Jace's 100 wishes quilt, thanks to everyone who gave their blessings with the fabric and buttons. You guys did a great job in picking out some really cute prints--the buttons are equally cute! I love that nothing matches and it is all 'random'...I think he will LOVE it because it is SO visually stimulating. In fact, Nick really wants me to make HIM one. They will be so cute on bunk beds in the boys' room.

Nick came down with a virus last week-- Ava's turn was this week. I hate when the littles' are sick. I'd give anything to take it from them! When their little bodies are burning up and their eyes are dark and sunken, it makes a momma feel helpless. We've been through two bottles of Tylenol in two weeks. Thankfully, both are feeling themselves again and bouncing off the walls. All Ava wanted to do was to go to church on Sunday. When her little warm body lay next to me in bed two nights ago, she said "Mommy? Do you think Jesus will heal me? I really want to go to church". Do you know what that does to a mothers heartstrings? She GETS it. At 6 years old, she knows. She asked me to pray nightly that she would get better. Never once did she get discouraged even though fever crept over her night after night. This child is a prayer warrior. She takes after big sister, Alex. Alex is always asking me to pray about this and that. Mostly for other school mates--Thank you God, for these treasures...

Then there is Nicholas. Oh, he knows God alright. He can't WAIT to tell me that God is in charge and not ME! lol...He uses that little nugget of truth a lot to try and spin things in the Pierro house. He definitely keep us laughing, even though it is exhausting to try and stay two steps ahead of his logic.

I wonder what Jace's personality will bring to this family. Alex is the heart of our family--a defender in heart--sensitive to others needs. Ava is the free spirit-embracing every moment yet compassionate in her soul. Nick is a warrior-reserved by nature with his guard up--taking it all in--always watching--protective. A warrior for Christ is my wish for him. But what about Jace? His institution given name (Chen Chen) means strength. It was given to him 'with the hope that his personality will be that of the first morning sunshine-strong and shining'. It is my prayer that he will shine for Christ. I pray that he will be surrounded by the love of Christ-saturated in His truth.

As Ava and Nick were begging me to hold them these past weeks--to lay with them-- I wondered about Jace and the times he's been sick. Do his care givers show him the attention he desires? Do their faces soften with compassion as they hold him when he cries out? Does he know the difference in their touch? And what about those late night fevers that unmercifully overcome a small, weak body? Oh, how strong he MUST be! He MUST be a fighter to survive life in an institution. Sadly,this is the only life he has known. It is my passion to change that little life. To somehow erase all of the hurt, the anger...the abandonment. Is it even possible? That I doubt. But I CAN show him a mother's heart. A happy home. A safe place to love and worship his Creator. It is a BIG job. But God has called me to begin this undertaking....As long as He is in front of me---the rest will just--be...

If you are actively praying for us, I cannot thank you enough. I see a change that only God can explain in this family. We feel every prayer. And we NEED you! We NEED you to pray for God's leading--His will--His grace...

...And We Give Thanks For Every One of You---

xo,
Shannon